Before I make it happen
And drown it in the sea
I want to show you kindly
What lies within my skin
I'll share it like a tale
and try to do my best
I hope you understand
Why nothing said made sense
I used to be in love
I gave away my all
Was asked to build a home
but been dumped on my own
The nights saw me awake
Dogs heard me scream in pain
Spent days on the bathroom floor
Asking what did I do wrong
It never seemed to end
I had to work for years
But life needed one more
So dipped the path in blood
The more I tried to live
The more my body showed signs
So I visited the ones that know
The ones that say can heal it all
While checking things were wrong
I'm afraid evil showed up
After numbing my left arm
Putting his mask down, he said
"I'm curious about you"
"Your chest is moving fast"
"Accept to drink some wine"
"You won't lie to me, right?"
My world turned black that day
My body, bruised and used
My lips shut down and muted
My mind locked up for good
I won't finish this tale now
I'll pause it and keep it safe
But I hope your smart mind knows
And your sweet soul too
That I want to try again
Before I choose to leave
Before I choose to sink.
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